Getting Back Into the Groove of Things
Hello people my name is Ms. K and I’ve been MIA from the blogging scene for quite some time now but I’m back and I hope you will accept me as if I’ve never left. There are a few things that I would like to get off my chest and put out there as I rebegin the journey of my life; however, this time around it’s not all about me but about me AND my gorgeous son.
With that said I would like to start off by thanking a very important and prominent person in my life for requesting the restartup of my blog. Being a new mom I am still walking the fine line of spending all of my “free” time sleeping and/or getting used to being a new mom. I’ve found that I’ve been lost within myself, if that makes any sense to you. I know what I want to do and I know how to get it done or at least where to start yet I’m lacking the motivation to do it. I literally have done nothing but take care of my son for the past 7 weeks. Don’t get me wrong, that is no small feat especially for any mom, like myself, who is strictly breastfeeding b/c that means for the first 5-6 weeks no one can feed your baby, whom eats every 2-3 hours, but you. I wonder if losing apart of yourself within yourself is something that alot of new moms can relate to. Moms your thoughts?
So this is me attempting to break the stupor that I’ve been in for the past 7 weeks. There is so much on the agenda in my head that needs to get done that I literally don’t know where to start or maybe I do considering that I’ve decided to start here. A couple things on my agenda are starting my business and going back to work part time as I am not quite ready to start working full time yet. I’m not ready to be away from my son for 40+ hours a week for the sole purpose of making money. I can’t help but think about when I may be that comfortable and when I will be ready to go back to work; I know I have it in me and I know we need to provide for him the things that he needs to become a confident, knowledgeable, and educated man. Ironically all of this comes on the brink of me deciding whether going to grad school in the States or going to grad school in Ireland would be a better choice. This is a battle that I’ve been fighting with for quite some time now.
Well I’m not going to overdo it. I think I did pretty good for being out of the loop for over a year. I really need to get back to school I’m starting to feel a little slow. Please feel free to comment on any part of my blog that you think relates to you, your situation, or a situation you know of.
